I'm going to get this out.
As of late, I've discovered that I'm not an envious person, nor a jealous one. I am competitive but self-respecting. I've realised that I've never truly felt envy towards anyone. I've only ever honestly felt this way about one person. She's beautiful inside and out. Can talk to anyone, whether she believes it or not. Has a brilliant personality to go with her "killer style." And she has a loving atmosphere to live in. I can say with certainty that I quite envy her in every aspect thinkable, and cliche or vain as it sounds, I wish more than anything to be a carbon copy of her, but still with mine own mannerisms. Don't call me out on this, I still favour my own lifestyle (as imperfect as it may be.) It is satifactory and quite nice on occassion, but this is just a secret wish that I'm sharing with you, my blog and few followers.
But for now, and most definitely always,
I will remain in contact with her; strictly as my best friend.
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